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I'm thrilled that you're leaving for like 4 days!
THRILLED.
I'm going to live it up.

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I quit my job yesterday!
I couldn't be happier! :D
And so did Kristen the same day! SO EXCITED.
I haven't felt free like this in a while.
Time to find a better job though.
One that is actually bearable.

Anyways, yesterday was my best friends 18th birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVSHIH! AND HAYLEY BABY <3
I hope you had as much fun last night as I did.
I love my friends. They are making my senior year everything I had hoped it would be and SO much more.
Thank you for that.
I can't wait for our future adventures!
I will make a more personal post later when I have more time
CLASSY OF 09!


And on a side note, dad, don't worry about me. I'll find my way.
Just let me.

Stressin'

You know how your parents always say "Don't grow up to fast. It's not so much fun being grown up!" or things like that.

Well they're right.
I mean don't get me wrong, I love having a lot more freedom and independence without mommy and daddy having to be completely involved. But there is an incredibly large amount of responsibility that comes with it all.
I'm trying to stay positive and learn and grow from all of this, which I believe I'm doing a good job of.
It kind of annoys me though when my younger friends always complain about things that are just so pointless to even think about. I know I am not totally mature all the time and whatnot, but nonetheless, I feel like I don't fit in with the highschoolers I see everyday. My brain is starving. I'm starving for someone interesting. Someone to help keep my brain from rotting.
I know people like this exist.
Where?
Thats what I want to know.
I am hoping they're all waiting for me in the next chapter of my life.
God, I can't wait.
Only 6 more months!!!!! :D
This makes me happy.

Well other than that, I am having a fabulous senior year!
I think I'll make a blog soon about my friends that mean the most to me. New and old.
For once, I don't feel so alone.
I feel like I have quality friends that care about me, and that I care about as well.
All is well.

AND MY CUTIE SISTA IS SO SMART :D I love her more than anything in the universe! I mean, can you blame me?

Wow the tone of this blog changed a lot from beginning to end :p

I'm really bad at updating this thing.
Well thats probably because there's not much that has been happening lately...
Other than work sucks a shitload and I'm going to try to get a job before I get fired.
My boss is threatening me to pay 30$ (because we were short, but it wasn't my mistake) or she'll "have to hire someone new". I'm like, so what? are you going to fire me? and she's like no but you'll have to stay in the fitting rooms, you can't work the register. I'm like yea that will go well, especially when I open in the morning and work ALONE for 3 hours.
"Sorry I can't sell you this because I'm not allowed to use the register.."
Yea right.

Gah and I lost my ring :( I really liked that ring.
Oh well, it happens.
On a plus note, the holidays are comingggg :D
I fucking love the holidays. And the positive lovey feeling it gives you!
I still have to get everyone their gifts. I'm so bad at stuff like that but I try to make it good :p
Buh byeee.