Senior year so far...

So this year has been great and all except for a few things that I'm starting to realize.
You see, I always thought that when I become a senior, I will know everyone at school pretty much and yes, I know a lot of seniors but thats about it. I know a few juniors and very few under that. It's kind of disappointing. And since everyone looks so little now it has kind of made me less social. I mean that, and the fact that people are such shitty friends nowadays. Well maybe I should try being a little more friendly to people like I used to be. Before all of these meaningless friendships and broken promises. Before I put up my wall. When I was willing to be friends with anyone and everyone, no judging. It seems as though as I got older and more mature, I also gained a sense of cynicism. Well, I guess there's room for improvement. I've also noticed how my self confidence has also decreased. Which sucks but thats just a matter between me and my own mind that I will have to overcome like I have before. I can do it. Well, today the French exchange students arrived. I only saw them for a second in the morning but I hope to meet some of them! I love accents. So that's a plus. And I saw one that I think might be ridiculously attractive, although I can't be certain because I saw him from a distance. If he is in fact as attractive as I think he is, I call dibs ;D

Well, time to go do my college essay.
And time to stop saying "Well,".

Bye!